spirirtually deadhow many days has it been since i walked away from something that almost saved me? or was it something else entirely something that dumbfounded and blinded me? i cannot see through this darkness i cannot go on with this sin i look everywhere for absolution but the world is not a place to forgive can i find love in something less than a divine being? or is divinity truly in every living thing? where is truth, what is reality does evil exist, is it what i find meself in sin? or do i follow a subconscious delusion and is it all existential? where is lspirirtually dead
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looking for a saviorevery finger in the room IS pointing at melooking for a savior
because you all know that i am guilty...
i have killed in front of you
and laid my sin at your feet
how are you willing to forgive me...
how are you willing to give this failure...
a second chance?
i hold on to the wish that this time i can succeed
that this time, mabye, mabye, mabye
i wont destroy everything that loves me
i wont kill you all again.
i hold onto this hope but i know its whats pulling me down
i hold onto this hope knowing that it is
AddictMissed that feelingAddict
Like a kid without candy
From my earthly desires
My will I hid, ‘twas dandy
But now it’s found the jar holding my life
It’s taken off the lid and everything’s sandy
I’m smiling harder than ever before
For a single thing a love of mine did
I miss you little one.
ResolutionA hug is a blessingResolution
When given without “permission”
It means that much more
In a weighted intermission
A burning fire banked
A love beaten into submission
Mine refuses to fail
I’m a man with a mission
Sinking into NightHumanity sinks in at night realization of Self manifests tears self-hatred psychotic suicides emanateSinking into Night
command from a martyr complex fractured reconfigured in self-doubt
Each avatar rages a seige on patchwork your patchwork defenses walls upon walls built up of cheap fucks, soul-numbing highs, and
bits of scarred charred flesh.
You fight back with pills with blades with cock shoving anything inside anything to ward off the pain
hello all
Yearning
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"Jordan says:
I'm slightly confused. Did you just admit to writing smut yourself?
W says:
I take the fifth.
W says:
Crap. Canadian."
Owned.
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My eyes are open. ~Tyler Durdan
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*sigh* Nevermind
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Are you an artist who doesn't write, but has an idea for a comic? I'm your man! Note me,
Disregard the following emo-bull crap, and check my journal. I'm so depressing sometimes, it's depressing.
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"And now O kings, be ye wise. Be admonished, ye judges of the earth. Serve the Lord with fear and rejoice with trembling. Kiss the Son lest He grow angry, and ye perish in the way for His wrath may quickly kindle. Amen." -Alexander Anderson
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"And now O kings, be ye wise. Be admonished, ye judges of the earth. Serve the Lord with fear and rejoice with trembling. Kiss the Son lest He grow angry, and ye perish in the way for His wrath may quickly kindle. Amen." -Alexander Anderson
And just because I'm considering what I'm considering doesn't mean that it was you that destroyed me. This is a lot more fundamental to my being than a teenage-dating failure.
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"And now O kings, be ye wise. Be admonished, ye judges of the earth. Serve the Lord with fear and rejoice with trembling. Kiss the Son lest He grow angry, and ye perish in the way for His wrath may quickly kindle. Amen." -Alexander Anderson
I refuse to live based on a lie.
So don't feel like anything I do is on your head. Your hands are clean of my blood.
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"And now O kings, be ye wise. Be admonished, ye judges of the earth. Serve the Lord with fear and rejoice with trembling. Kiss the Son lest He grow angry, and ye perish in the way for His wrath may quickly kindle. Amen." -Alexander Anderson
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